Jan 31, 2014

Zarorat ya Nasha?

Room mein sanata or andhera tha achank alarm clock ki awaz nay khamoshi tor di. Is awaz se usy shadid nafrat thi jab b wo ye awaz sunti to usy lagta kay us k kan path jaein ge. Us nay sona chaha magr ye awaz sone nahi de rhi thi isy bnd krne k liye us nay hath agey barhaya to clock niche gir gaya. Usy shadid gusa aya wo uth kar bethi to us k room ka darwaza khula. Uski ami andar ai or light on ki.
“Fasiha.....!” unho nay alarm clock niche se uthaya. “kya krti ho tum...! hr subah tum nay is maskin ko zaroor girana hota hai? Acha chalo uth jao abi tayar ho jao mein nashta banati hu.” Unho nay clock table pr rkha or bahir chali gayi.
Fasiha nay apne sarhane pari kitab ko dekha. Jo rat ko prha tha wo sab us k dimag mein aya.
“Yes...! sab yad hai mujey!” wo muskrai or bister se uth karhi hui.
Collage pohnchte hi uski dosto nay usy ghera. “Fasiha! Kesi tayari hai?”
“Tayari zabardast hai.”
“ufff! Meri to bilkul b nahi hai.” uski ik dost nay kaha.
“Itna mushkil to nahi tha yar. Prha nahi kya?” Fasiha nay pocha
“Nahi bs aik bar dekha tha.” Us nay class mein dahal hote hue kaha.
Jab sari lrkiya class mein aa chuki to teacher nay drwaza bnd kia or sab ko khamosh hone ka kaha. Fasiha sab lrkiyo k darmayan mein bethi hui thi or us kay piche us ki dost Nazish thi.
Teacher nay sab ko test diye. Fasiha thori nervous hui jab us ki teacher nay us k table pr aik paper rakha to us ka mu red ho gaya. Us nay exam pr dekha. Pehla sawal....dusra sawal.....tisra....nahi kuch b to nahi ata tha sab kuch dimag se nikal gaya.
Us nay pura paper dekha. “Fasi! Yad karo....!” us nay dil hi dil mein kaha. “Acha nam to likhu apna...phir ahista ahista yad krti hu.” us nay apna nam likha or ankhein band kr k dimag pr zor diya.
Nahi.....kuch b nahi yad aya usy. Wo thak kar idher udher dekhne lagi us kay baein tarf us ki dost Hafsa bethi thi jo jaldi jaldi likhe ja rhi thi. Fasiha nay us ki taraf dekha or uski nazrein uthne ka intazar karne lagi. Kafi dair ho gai magr Hafsa nay us ki tarf dekha hi nahi.
Phir us nay apne daein tarf dekha us ki dost Noor b us ki hi tarah bethi hui thi. Us nay nafi mein sr hilaya mgr Noor ko samj na ai phir us nay pencil uthai or hath pr likha “sab kuch bhool gaya hai” or Noor ko dikhaya. Noor nay dekhte hi apne hath pr likha “mene to kuch yad hi nahi kia tha...!” jab Noor Fasiha ko apna hath dikha rhi thi to teacher nay dekh lia.
“Noor or Fasiha! Test de dein.” Unho nay guse se kaha to wo dono mu latkae apna apna paper teacher kay table pr rakh ain.
Teacher nay un kay samne un dono kay test pr 0 laga dia. Fasiha ko bohat dukh hua. Wo ghar ai apna darwaza band kia, apna bag zameen pr phenka or beth kar rone lagi.
“kyu aisa hota hai mere sath....itna to parha tha.... rat ko b prhti rahi magr phir b....” garm garm ansuo se us kay gal bhig gaye us nay sir gutno par rkha or puth puth kar rone lagi.
“Is se to behtr hai k ainda parhu hi na....Noor nay kuch nahi prha to b uska 0 hi laga hai or mene itna kuch prh prh k mera b 0 hi laga hai. Or upar se biology ka tha or wo b pehli dafa teacher nay reham kha kr 1 chapter dia or mein....prhne k bawajood.....mere sath hi kyu aisa hota hai...?”
Rat ko roz wo apni dadi ama se mil kar soti thi magr aj jab se wo collage se wapis ai thi us wqt se hi khud ko room mein bnd kia hua tha. Raat kay 9 baje to us ki dadi nay darwaza khatkataya.
“koon hai...?” us nay apne takiye se sir uthate hue pocha.
“Fasi! Mein hu. Darwaza kholo.”
Us nay apni dadi ki awaz suni or dobara sir takiye par rakh lia.
“Kholo na....!” Unho nay phir se dastak di.
Ab usy pata chal gaya tha kay jab tak wo darwaza nahi khole gi us ki dadi nahi jaein gi. Wo uthi or darwaza khola.
“Areay beta ye kya hal banaya hua hai apne kamrey ka sab kuch ulta pulta kr k phenka hua hai.” unho nay Fasiha ki tarf dekha to us b bal bikhre hue the. Ankhein b thori si surh hui hui thi.
“Fasi...! kya hua...?” Unho nay usy bazuo say pakra to Fasiha un kay gale lag kar zar o katar rone lagi. “Areay Fasiha....meri bachi kya bat hai...? kya hua hai?” wo chonk gayin. “Acha idher ao...yaha betho.” wo dono bed pr bethin.
Ab Fasiha nay bhi ro dho lia tha ab wo halka mehsus kr rhi thi. “Ab batao kya hua hai?”
“Dado aj bio ka test tha. Mene kal rat 1 baje tak beth kr prha hai sab yad tha pr jab paper samne ata gaya hai to sab kuch bhool gaya hai. Dado pichle test mein b aisa hi hua tha. Ain time pr sab kuch bhool jata hai. Mein kya karu...?” wo thake hue lehje mein keh rhi thi.
“hmm....rat ko jab prh rhi thi to mobile pas hi tha?”
“Han pas hi tha.”
“kis kis ka massage aya?”
“Ansa thi...pr wo test kay bare mein hi poch rhi thi or Sania ka b aya tha pr us nay b test kay bare mein hi bat ki thi.”
“jab tum parh rahi thi us wqt?” Unho nay pocha.
“Ji dado...” us nay mu latkaye keh dia.
“acha or class mein teacher ko dihan se suna tha?”
“Han na dado. Noor hansane ki bht koshish krti thi pr mein phir b sanjidgi se teacher ko sunti rhi
hu.”
Unho nay sr hilaya jese sab kuch samj mein aa gaya ho.
“Agla test kab hai?”
“Agla..........” wo sochne lagi. “2 hafte pare hain abi. Phir dobara Bio ka hi hai.”
“Acha chalo ik kam krte hain. Kal se tum Noor kay sath nahi betho gi or jab prh rahi ho gi na to mobile mujey de dena krna hai phir dekhte hain kesa hota hai tumhara test or class mein teacher ko gor se sunana hai.”
“Kuch b nahi ho ga. 10th mein itne ache marks ate the hala k itna parhti b nahi thi or ab FSc mein pehle se zyada prhti hu pr marks nahi atey. Sab kuch kr k dekh lia hai naqal b nahi kamyab hui, rata b nahi, tuka b nahi.” Wo mayoos thi.
“10th mein tumhare pas mobile nhi tha. Or tumhari itni dostein b nahi thi tum thora parhti thi magr dihan se prhti thi tawaja deti thi magr ab book le kr bethi rehti ho or hath mein tumhare mobile hota hai. Dihan tumhara kitab mein nahi mobile mein hota hai is liye tumhein sab kuch waqti tor par yad hota hai phir sab kuch bhool jata hai. Fasi mein nahi kehti kay mobile use krna buri bat hai par beta aik time banao jab parh rahi ho to mobile band kr dia karo or collage mein to bilkul b use na kia karo. Sahi hai?” Unho nay pocha.
“thik hai. Kal say mein collage se ane kay 1h bad ap ko mobile de dia karu gi. Apka tareeka b azma lete hain.”
“Collage aik shart pr.....”
“Wo kya?” us nay herangi se pocha.
“sirf jate wqt on rkhna hai or ate wqt baqi time bnd rkhna hai?”
“ok dado.”
Ab us nay aisa hi kia. Agle din collage pohnchte hi us nay apni aik dost se apni jaga tabdeel kr li ab wo sab say agey bethati thi. Apni dosto se hansi mazak b wo sirf break time krti class mein wo sirf teachers ko sunti thi.
Ghar atey hi wo khana khati TV dekhne k sath sath wo thori dair mobile use krti or prhne beth jati. “Fasi...tumhein kya ho gaya hai achank. Bat hi nhi krti ho ab.” Uski dosto nay us se kaha.
“krti to hu dekho han abi b kr nhi rhi.” us nay hans kr keh dia.
2 hafte guzar gaye. Aj jab wo prh rhi thi to us kay dimag mein wo sab aa rha tha jo teacher se us nay suna tha. Achi tarah se yad kr lene k bad us nay dobara se sara dohraya or book band kr di. Is kay bad us nay namaz prhi ALLAH se dua ki or sakoon se so gai.
Subah us ki dado nay usy jagaya wo tayar ho kar collage pohnchi. Hamesha ki tarah aj b hone wale test k bare mein hi guftago ho rahi thi. Sab larkiyo nay hath mein kitabein pakri hui thi.
“kesi tayari hai Fasiha?” Nazish nay pocha.
“achi hai bs dua kro acha ho jaye.”
Aj teacher nay us k samne test rkha us nay sab se pehle Bismillah parhi or test pr dekha. “Pehla b ata hai, dusra bi, tisra b, waooooo chotha or panchawa b My God! Sab ata hai pr daswa ye kon sa hai? Acha khair pehle jo ate hain wo to karu.” us nay nervous hue bina sare sawal kiye pr daswa usy sahi tarh se nahi ata tha lekin jo usy ata tha wo us nay likh dia. Jab wo akhri lafz likh rahi thi to bell baji. Teacher nay sab se test le liye. Fasiha bht khush or pursakoon thi. Noor jaldi se us k pas ai.
“kesa gaya?”
“Acha ho gaya hai. Or tumhara? Areay aj kya likha hua ha hath pr?” us ki nazar Noor k hath pr pri.
Noor nay apna hath agey kia jis k upr likha hua tha. “kuch yad hi nahi kia to...”
Fasiha dekhte hi hans pari us ki khushi dugni ho gai jab usy wo din yad aya jab Noor nay usy ye likh kr dikhaya tha.
“aj kis se bat ki?”
“Nazish say....”
“teacher nay dekha nahi?”
“naa aj koi nahi dekha.” wo hansi.
Chuthi hui to Fasiha apne ghr gai. Uski dado usi ka intazar kr rhi thi. “kesa hua?” unho nay pocha. “acha ho gaya bs aik sawal nahi ata tha thora sa baqi sab thik kia.”
“chalo sahi hai. Kal batae gi number?”
“ji dado...”
Aj wo bht pursakoon or khush thi. Agle din wo collage gai, teacher nay test check kr liye hue the. Wo lrkiyo ko test de rhi thi koi bht zyada khush ho jati apna test dekh kr to kisi ka mu latak jata koi sharmindagi se hans deti. Fasiha be sabri say apne test kay milne ka intazar kr rhi thi. Sab se akhri test usi ka tha.
Us ki teacher nay us ka test us k hath mein dia to wo to jese hawao mein urne lagi. Us k 10 mein se 9,5 number the.
“mubarik ho...!” teacher nay muskra kr kaha. “naql to nahi ki?”
“nahi miss....!” wo muskrai.
“phir....?”
“bs mobile ka istamal kam kia hai...”
“very good.” unhein ye bat bht psnd ai.
Unho nay Fasiha ko apni jaga pr karhe hone ko kaha. “Fasiha kay sab se zyada number aye hain. Pehle sab se kam is k ate the ab zara is se waja pochte hain.”
“Waja ye hi hai k aj kal hum logo nay mobile ko apna sab kuch samj lia hai hr wqt dosto se batein krna...jis ki waja se hum kisi kam mein tawaja nahi de pate. Mene in 2 hafto mein mobile din mein sirf 1h k liye use kia hai or result b apkay samne hai. Mein to sab se ye hi kahu gi mobile, facebook, twitter ye sab istamal karein magr aik had mein reh kr. Isy zarorat kay mutabiq istamal karein nasha na banaein...!” us k chup hote hi sara class room taliyo se gunj utha.
                                                                                                                                         Umeed e Sehar

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