Khubsurati
“Aj mein bht khush hu Harm(حرم )...!” Wo
aine kay samne karhi thi. Harm b us kay piche karhi mobile pr apni
dost ko msg kr rhi thi. Jab us nay Amna ki taraf dekha to muskrane
lagi, us ki muskrahat mein tans bi tha.
“Itna make up krne k bad khushi hui
hai to heran hu mein.... meri tarf dekho” Wo aine k samne hui. Aine
mein us ka haseen chehra dikha. Aik aisa chehra jis ki khaish hr lrki
krti hai. “Mein nay to koi make up b nahi lagaya or dekho mera
husan, kya ab mein b tumhari tarah khushi se uchalne lagu?” wo
hansi.
Amna ko us ki hansi bht buri lagi. Us
nay aine mein us k sath apna chehra dekha to wo sach mein phiki si
lag rhi thi. Amna or haram cznz thi kehne ko to Harm Amna ki dost b
thi magr ehsas e kamtari mein mubtala hone ki wja se na aj tk Amna
nay Haram ko apna dost mana tha or Haram to kisi ko apni dosti kay
kabil hi nahi samjti thi.
Amna se jab us ki bato ka koi jawab na
bn saka to wo us kay room se chali gai.
Harm boht khubsurat thi, hr jaga usy
uski khusbsurti ki waja se izat di jati thi...hr koi us ki khubsurati
ki waja se us se dosti ka khaish mand tha khubsurati to aik tarf us
ki dolat or maa bap ki ikloti olad hone ki waja se to us ki or bi
izat barhi hui thi.
Amna dil bardashta ho kar apne ghar
pohnchi. Wo log Harm logo ki tarah itne ameer nahi the, wo ghar
mein dahil hui to sehan mein chohte chohte bache apas mein khel rahe
the.
Unhe dekh kr us ki udasi jhat se gayeb
ho gai. “Sonu.....Ali.......!!! wo bacho ki taraf bhagti hui gai.”
Us nay apne sare bhanje bhanjiyo ko gale se laga lia. “Aww! Aliya
bhi ai hui hai....!” wo sab ko pyar kar rahi thi.
“Khala! Aj tum bht pyari lag rhi
ho...” Sonu bola.
Amna kay zehan mein Harm ki tasveer
ai. Usy u laga jese Sonu b us ka mazak ura raha hai.
“Sonu......!” us ka lehja buland
hua or wo zameen se uth karhi hui.
“ Sharam nahi ati tumhein.... kitne
batmiz ho gaye ho tum... han?”
Sonu seham gaya. Darwaze mein karhi us
ki behan Asma usy dekh kr heran reh gayi. Sonu ko sir jhuake dekha to
wo bahir sehan mein aa gayin.
“Amna! Kya hua?” unho nay dhire se
pocha.
Amna kuch kahe bina apne room mein
chali gayi.
Rat ko jab Asma kay bache so gaye to us
nay Amna se bat krni chahi. Us waqt wo sehan mein bethi chand ki tarf
dekhe ja rhi thi.
“Amna! Akele kyu bethi ho?” Asma us
k pas bethi.
“Bs aese hi...” us nay nazrein
jhukae keh dia.
“Amna! Meri tarf dekho...!” Asma
nay us ki thori pr hath rkh kr us ka chehra upr uthaya. Amna apni
behn ki ankho mein dekhte hi rone lag gai. Asma ko wo is wqt masoom
bache ki tarah lagi us nay usy apne gale lagaya. Jab Amna nay khub ro
dho lia to khud hi batane lagi.
“Baji! Allah nay mujey kyu itna
khubsurat nhi banaya. Kuch b nahi dia mujhe, na dolat na khubsurati.
Kya ho jata agr thora khubsurat mujey b bana deta to. Harm ki taraf
dekha hai ap nay kabi....wo kitni khubsurat hai or kitni ameer bi.
Hum log b to us ki hi cznz hain na mgr na hi us ki tarah ameer hain
or na hi khubsurat. Ye zyadati nahi?”
Asma us ki sari bat sunane k bad muskra
di. “Nahi...” Amna Asma k chehre ki taraf herangi se dekhne lagi.
“Tumhein kis nay kaha hai k tum
khubsurat nahi ho?”
“Bs mujey pata hai na... Kash mein b
itni khubsurat hoti k khud pr rashq kr skti. Khud se ishq kr skti.
Apne ap ko dekh kr mujey sakoon hi mil skta hota.”
“Changi surat te ashiq hona kadi
ae danai....Ashiq ban tu us sohne da jis ae shaqal banai....” Asma
nay apne mithe or dhime lehje mein shair parha. Amna kay dil pr ja kr
us k alfaz lagey.
“Amna
mere bache khubsurat hone mein insan ko koi kamal nahi. Allah
khubsurat banata hai na... or khubsurati or jawani kab tak rehti hai
aik na aik din to insan budha ho hi jata hai...lekin agr insan apne
ap ko andar se khubsurat bana le to wo hamesha khubsurat rehta hai...
hamesha....or Amna! Jo apni ya dusro ki khubsurati dekh kr banae wale
k ashiq bante hain wo hi faide mein rehte hain or wo khud ba khud
khubsurat ban jate hain.”
Amna
kafi din Asma ki baton kay bare mein sochti rahi. Us ki baton or
lafzo mein itna dam tha k wo Amna ki zindagi badal sakein.
Collage
mein bi ab Haram ko agr dekhti to ahsas e kamtari mein mubatala nahi
hoti thi.
Aj
Haram us kay pas ai. “Amna! Aj kal tum muj jitna khubsurat lagne k
liye make up kyu nhi krti...?” Haram k sawal krte hi us ki dosto
nay kehka lagaya.
“Zahiri
husan mere bs ki bat nahi, magr mein apne batin ko apne andar kay
insan ko khubsurat bana rhi hu mere liye ab apni ruh ka khubsurat
hona maini rkhne laga hai apne jisam ka nahi...”
Us nay
pur aitmadi se jawab dia. Haram ko herangi hui. “huh, my foot.”
us nay Amna k jane kay bad kaha.
Haram
ko Amna ki bat pr gusa aa rha tha wo guse se lal pili ho kr ghr
pohcnhi. Wo ghar dahal hui to kuch mehman bethe hue the.
“Haram!
Dekho tumhari anti or un ka beta aye hain America se...” Us ki mama
nay khushi se kaha.
Haram
nay unhein salam tk krna gawara na kia or apne room mein chali gai.
“Lgta
hai bht thak gai hai aj...” uski mama nay muskrate hue keh dia.
Abas
apni walida kay sath ghar pohncha to kafi uljan shikar tha. “Mom!
Ye wo lrki thi, jis ki tareefo mein ap zameen asman aik kr deti thi?”
“Areay
beta to kya kami hai us mein, tum nay aj tak us jesi khubsurat lrki
dekhi hai?”
“Mom
aesi khubsurati ka kya faida? Mein nahi karu ga us se shadi.”
Udher
Haram ki mama us k room mein gayi.
“Haram!
Ye koi tareeqa hai. Wo sirf tum se milne aye the. Tumhara intazar kr
rahe the or tum nay un logo ko salam tk nahi kia.”
“To
mein kya karu...? na karte mera intazar, mene kaha tha karein.” Us
nay la parwahi se keh dia.
Aj
Amna ghar ki safai kr rhi thi. Unho ne Tahira or Abas ko ghar bulaya tha. Asma bhi ai hui thi.
Jab
sab kuch saf ho gaya to sham ko Abas or uski mama Amna logo
kay ghar ayi. Amna logo nay un ka ache se istaqbal kia or khushi se
mili.
Amna
ki maa ko unhein bithane k liye jaga nahi mil rhi thi. Asma or uski
mama mehmano kay pas bethi rahi jab kay Amina salam krne or izat se
hal wagera pochne kay bad kitchen mein chali gayi.
Is kay
bad us nay khana lagaya or sab ko bulane ai.
“Khana
to bht mazey ka bana hai...!” Tahira Ilyas nay tareef ki. “Wah
bai Amna tum to bht acha khana banati ho.”
“Shukriya
anti.” Amna nay muskra kr shukria ada kia.
Abas
or Tahira Ilyas dono hi bht khushi khushi Amna logo kay ghar se
lotey.
Abas
aj kal idher udher ghomney kay ilawa kuch nhi kr rha tha. Aj rat wo
ghr aya to us ki mama en us se bat krni chahi.
“Abas!
To phir kya khayal hai. Ab is bar to tumhari shadi kr k hi jau gi.
Haram bht achi lrki hai...!”
“Kyaa...?Ap
abi bhi Haram ki tareef kr rhi hain?”
“Agr
wo meri bahu bane ki to dunya dekhti reh jaye gi. Han thori magroor
hai ab koi itna khubsurat ho to itna garoor to phir us ka haq banta
hai na...!”
“Muje
wo bilkul b achi nahi lagi, agr ap ko meri shadi krni hai to Amna se
kr dein, mujey koi aitraz nhi or wo Haram se behtar hai.”
“Tumhara
dimag to kharab nahi ho gaya...? Amna or Haram mein zameen Asman ka
farq hai.”
Unhein
gusa aya.
“Wo
b to ap k bhai ki hi beti hai.”
“Pr
Haram jitni khubsurat nahi...”
“Mom!
Ap ko Haram ki khubsurati ki wja se us ki batmizi b bhol gai or Amna
ki mamoli shaql ki waja se us ki hamare liye itni izat b yad na rahi?
Mein agr shadi kru ga to Amna se, Haram ka khial to zehan se nikal
dijie ap.”
Majboran
Tahira Ilyas Abas or Amna ki shadi k liye razi ho gayin. Unho nay
Amna kay parents se bat ki to unho nay foran han kr di.
Haram
ko jab us ki mama nay Amna or Abas ki mangani kay bare mein bataya to
wo ag bagola ho gai.
“What?
Amna or Abas.......my God....! wo kahi se b us k sath nahi match krti
nahi Abas itna pagal b to nahi or us ki itni himat kay wo
mujey........ mujey thukra kr us do takey ki Amna
se.........nahi.....ye namumkin hai...or anti ki to hamesha khaish
thi k mein un ki bahu banu...?”
“Kyu
mumkin nahi ye..... un dono ki shadi ho rhi hai.”
“Dekh
leti hu mein....Kese hoti hai un dono ki shadi...”
Wo
subah collage se nikali to samne Abas karha tha. Haram ko to tha hi
us ka intazar. Aj Amina collage ai hi nahi thi usy laga jese wo us se
hi milne aya hai. Wo us kay pas gai.
“Tum
yaha kya kar rahe ho? Agr tumhein ye lagta hai k mein ab tumhare sath
ghumne chalu gi to galt lagta hai... tum to ho hi andhe tumhein hire
or miti mein farq b nhi krna ata?”
“Andhi
to tum ho gai hui ho apne nafs ki chah mein...... tum kya samjti ho k
tum bht khubsurat ho? Areay apne zahir ko dekhne ki bajae apne batin
ko dekho, kabi apne andar jhanko tumhein pata chale k tum kitni bad
surat ho. Zahiri khubsurati kuch nahi hoti agr insan andar se
khubsurat na ho or rahi bat Amna ki to wo aik naik shareef or tum se
kai zyada khubsurat hai kyu k us ka dil saf hai wo dusro k liye bura
nahi sochti or garoor nahi krti. Agr tumhein lgta hai k tumhari
khubsurati sab kuch hai to aj khud ko galt sabit kr skti ho aj mein
nay tumhein chor kr Amna ko select kr lia hai...”
Wo
gari mein betha, us nay gari chalai to gard Haram kay kapro pr par
gai.
Ghar
jate hi wo aine k samne khari hui apna khubsurat chehra dekha lekin
aj usy apne khubsurat chehre pr us ki hr buri adat kala dhaba bn kr
nazar aa rhi thi.
Us nay
piche ki taraf qadm barhane shiru kr diey... wo bed pr bethi, apna
sir gutno pr rkh kr zor zor se rone lagi...
Asma
aj bht khush thi wo Amna ko tayar kr rhi thi. “Jaldi karo bhi barat
aa gai hai...!” Un ki ami kamrey mein ai or Amna ko dekh kr unki
ankhein bhr ai. Wo us k pas gayi.
“MASHALLAH!
Kitni khubsurat lg rhi ho!”
“Acha
na ama...! ab bahir le kr chalte hain Amna ko...!”
Amna
Abas kay sath stage pr bethi hui thi. Dono hi bht khush the lekin un
ki khushi or b barh gai jab Haram hatho mein phool liye hall mein ai.
Amna usy dekh kr bht khuhs hui.
“Mubarik
ho...!” us nay muskra kr Amna ko phool dete hue kaha. “Amna tum
bht khubsurat ho, bht achi ho....mene tumhara bht dil dukhaya mujer
maf kr do. Mein jan gai hu k haqiqi husan insan kay andar ka husan
hota hai zahiri husan mein insan ka apna koi kamal nahi balke ye to
khuda ki dain hai. Khuda tum dono ko hamesha khush rakhe...!”
Haram
ki bat sun kr Amna ki ankhein nam ho gayi or us nay Haram ko gale se
laga lia.
AZ
Umeed E Sehar
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