Mar 22, 2015
Mar 7, 2015
Intaqam
London mein wo or us ki chacha zad behan parhai kar rahi thi. Un kay ghar wale fakhar say bataya karte kay hamari betian "Oxford university" mein taleem khasil kar rahi hain. Gul rukh bht sulji hui or zaheen larki thi is kay baraks Gazala bht shokh tabiyet ki thi. Pakistan mein dono ka taluq Punjab say tha magar Gazala ki aik Balochistan say taluq rakhne wale qabaili gharane kay ik lrke Zarain Khan se bht achi dosti thi is kay baraks Gul rukh apni dunya mein khoi rehti thi usy kisi say dosti ki zarorat nahi pari thi...!
Us nay hamesha Gazala ko Zarain or dusre larko se dosti karne par mana kia tha.
"Tum pata nahi kis zamane mein rehti ho?"
"Zarain ka taluq qabaili ilaqe se hai or tumhein pata ha wo log kitne sakht hote hain....! Or wese bhi hum yaha parhne aye hain, dostian karne or nibahane nahi...!" Gul rukh nay usy samjhaya.
"Gul! hum log ik sath parhte hain agr dosti ho jae bat ho jae to is mein kya haraj or wese bhi mein ne sirf dosti ki ha us se or baqi sab class fellows se, ab is mein kya burai hai?"
"Dosti karo magar had mein reh kar...!"
"Tumhari tarah nahi hu jo pyar b chupha kar hi karu.." us nay apne hath mein pakri kitab Gul rukh kay hath mein pakrai. Gul rukh ka rang ur gaya. Aj us ki kitab Gazala ne le li thi jis mein pari Zarain ki tasveer bhi wo dekh chuki thi.
Raat ko Gazala ghar late ai Gul rukh nay khana bana dia tha magar khaya nahi tha. Wo tv lounge mein gum sum bethi thi. "Tum nay Zarain ko kuch bataya to nahi?" Us nay Gazala ko dekhte hi pocha.
"Kuch nhi bataya. Agr batana hota to ab tak bata chuki hoti." Us ki bat sun kar Gul ko chain aya.
Aik din sab group mein bethe hue the. Bato say bat nikali to Zarain ki kahi ik bat ne Gul ko jese nai zindagi baksh di.
"Ye sab larkiya to time pass hoti hain....shadi to Gul rukh jesi larki se karni chahie...!" Us nay muskra kar kaha.
Aj wo ghar ai to bohat khush thi. Gazala ko bhi us ki chamkti ankhein nazar aa rhi thi. "Tum Zarain ki bat par khush ho na?"
"Nahi mein to bas youn hi khush hu...!"
Gazala bohat confuse ho gai. Us nay University jate hi Zarain say pocha. "Ye tum nay kal kya kaha tha Gul kay bare mein?"
"Gul achi lagti ha muje, shadi usi se karu ga....!" us nay saf lafzo mein bata dia.
"Or ye jo tum itni larkiyo kay sath waqt guzarte ho ye sab kya hai?"
"Ye to bus waqt hi guzarta hu....!"
"Tumhein kya lagta ha Gul tumhein accept kar le gi!" Us nay aj tak Zarain se kabi itni sanjidgi se bat nahi ki thi.
"Na kar kay to dekhe...!" Wo hansa.
Kuch dino bad University mein ik naya larka aya. Usy dekh kar Gul bht heran or khush hui wo 5th class tak us kay sath parhta raha tha. Wo Sameer ko pehchan gai thi magar Sameer kabi usy bhoola hi nahi tha.
Sameer usi ki tarah sanjida or kam bat karne wala larka tha. Gul Uni mein us kay sath bht waqt guzarne lagi thi jo bat Zarain ko bilkul b achi nahi lag rahi thi.
Aj wo dono bethe apne bachpan ko yad kar rahe the kay Zarain un kay pas aya.
"Sameer! tum jao yaha se muje Gul se bat karni hai...!"
Is se pehle kay Sameer kuch kehta. Gul b khari hui. "Muje tumhari koi bat nahi sunanai...." Us ne sanjidgi say kaha or chali gai.
Aj ghr aa kar Gazala nay Gul say is bare mein bat karna chahi. "Tumari aj kal Sameer say bht dosti ho gai ha...!"
"Han wo bht acha insan hai. Zarain ki tarah nahi hai."
"Magar tum to Zarain se muhabt karti thi na or ab..."
"Aisa insan jo orat ko orat samjhta hi nahi us se muhabat karne ka kya faida." Us nay Gazala ki bat kati. "Zarain! aj aisa ha to kal bhi aisa hi ho ga. Aj wo mere samne sab kuch karta phirta ha to kal kya nahi kare ga? Or rahi bat Sameer ki to wo bht acha larka hai, mein usy bachpan say janti hu. Sab ki izat karta hai wo. Zarain ki tarah bilkul nahi hai...!"
Zarain ab sab se kam bat karta tha. Wo jab bhi Sameer or Gul ko sath dekhta us k andar aag lag jati. Gazala nay sab kuch jante bujte hue bhi us se us ki udasi ki waja pochi.
"Kuch nahi....bs sochta hu k ab karna kya hai...!"
"Waah kya ajeeb bat hai, jab Gul tumhara nam le le kar jiti thi tab tum usy dekhte bhi nahi the aj usy tum yad nahi to tumhara us kay liye ye haal ho raha hai." Gazala nay us se kaha.
"Kya....? Gul ko muhabat thi muj se...?" Wo heran ho gya. "Tum ne pehle kabi kyu nahi bataya?"
"Us nay mana kia tha batane se mgr wo tum se bht muhabat krti thi..." Akhir kar Gazala nay bata hi diya.
"To is ka matlab us nay bewafai ki hai...!" Us nay dur kahi sochte bola.
6 mahine bad
Sara ghar saja hua tha. Gazala tayar ho rahi thi. Un kay sath London mein parhane wali sab larkiya b moujud thi. Un kay dusre class fellows bhi jin ka Pakistan se taluq tha Gazala ki shadi mein aye hue the. Zarain khas tor par Balochistan say aya tha, us kay sath us bodyguards ki bhi aik gari thi.
Gazala tayar ho kar ai or stage par beth gai. Zarain sirf Gul rukh ko dekh raha tha jese aj kay bad shayed usy kabi na dekh pae.
"Gul! mangani ki mubarik ho. Tumhari shadi kab ho rahi hai?" Zarain ne us se pocha.
"Khair mubarik. Bohat jald...!" Gul nay idher udher dekhte jawab dia.
"Dekhte hain...!" Us nay b muskra kar kaha. "Suno! Hum sab class fellows nay Gazala kay waleema kay liye ik khas gift lene ka socha hai. Sab kareebi shopping mall mein houn ge thori dair bad tum or Sameer bhi chalna."
"Han zaroor!" Wo muskarai.
Gazala ki ruksti kay bad Sameer usy kahi nazar nahi aa raha tha. Zarain us kay pas aya "Gul....Sameer chala gya ha udher hi...sab chale gaye hain...tum mere sath chalo."
"Nahi! mein abi nahi ja skti."
Us nay inkar kia to us ki ik dost ki call ai. "Gul ab tum or Zarain bhi aa jao. Itni dair ho gai hai."
Usy yaqeen ho gaya kay sab us ka intazar kar rahe hain.
Wo Zarain kay sath chalne par tayar ho gai. Wo us kay sath khamoshi se gari mein bethi thi.
"To ab tumhari or Sameer ki shadi hone wali hai...!"
"Han...wo meri family ko bht pasand hai."
"Or tumhein?"
"Mujhe bhi...!" Us nay sanjidgi se kaha.
"Tumhein to kabi mein bhi pasand nahi tha?"
"Kya matlab hai tumhara....?" Usy gusa aya.
"Psnd tha ya nahi....jab tum meri tasveer apni kitab mein rkhti thi?"
Gul andaza laga rahi thi kay gari kisi weran jaga ki taraf ja rhi hai.
"Aisa kuch nahi tha..."Usy Zarain ki batein buri lagi. "Tum kaha ja rhe ho....gari roko....muje nahi jana tumhare sath...!" Wo gabra gai.
"Karti thi na muhabat? sach sach batao phir gari rok du ga...!"
"Haan karti thi magar phir muje andaza ho gaya tha kay tum meri muhabat kay kabil nhi ho." Us nay rote hue bataya.
Zarain ne gari rok di. Wo aik wiran jaga par pohnch chuke the. Wo utra or Gul rukh ko bazu se pkr kar gari se niche utara. "Agr tumhare dil par meri hukmarani thi to kisi or ko dil ka badshah kyu banaya?"
"Kyu kay tum is kabil nahi the.......!"
"Phir apne dil mein kyu basaya tha?"
"Bas gaye the khud se hi par mene nikal dia tha...!"
"Nikalne ki saza bhi bugto....!" Is se pehle kay wo kuch or kehta Gul ke mobile par Sameer ki call ai. Us nay Gul kay hath se mobile cheena. "Aa kar apni Gul rukh ko le jao....!" itna keh kar us ne mobile phenk dia. Is kay bad us nay akhri bar Gul rukh ko pyar se dekha or phir us kay pistol mein jitni golian thi us kay andar say guzar di.
"Ab mein maru ya jiyo muje koi farq nhi parta magar tumhein marna zaroori tha...!" ye keh kar wo waha se chala gya.
Sameer or un kay sath parhne wale sab log jab waha pohnche to Gul ki lash kay siwa kuch nahi para tha...wo khtm ho chuki thi....!
Umeed e Sehar
Us nay hamesha Gazala ko Zarain or dusre larko se dosti karne par mana kia tha.
"Tum pata nahi kis zamane mein rehti ho?"
"Zarain ka taluq qabaili ilaqe se hai or tumhein pata ha wo log kitne sakht hote hain....! Or wese bhi hum yaha parhne aye hain, dostian karne or nibahane nahi...!" Gul rukh nay usy samjhaya.
"Gul! hum log ik sath parhte hain agr dosti ho jae bat ho jae to is mein kya haraj or wese bhi mein ne sirf dosti ki ha us se or baqi sab class fellows se, ab is mein kya burai hai?"
"Dosti karo magar had mein reh kar...!"
"Tumhari tarah nahi hu jo pyar b chupha kar hi karu.." us nay apne hath mein pakri kitab Gul rukh kay hath mein pakrai. Gul rukh ka rang ur gaya. Aj us ki kitab Gazala ne le li thi jis mein pari Zarain ki tasveer bhi wo dekh chuki thi.
Raat ko Gazala ghar late ai Gul rukh nay khana bana dia tha magar khaya nahi tha. Wo tv lounge mein gum sum bethi thi. "Tum nay Zarain ko kuch bataya to nahi?" Us nay Gazala ko dekhte hi pocha.
"Kuch nhi bataya. Agr batana hota to ab tak bata chuki hoti." Us ki bat sun kar Gul ko chain aya.
Aik din sab group mein bethe hue the. Bato say bat nikali to Zarain ki kahi ik bat ne Gul ko jese nai zindagi baksh di.
"Ye sab larkiya to time pass hoti hain....shadi to Gul rukh jesi larki se karni chahie...!" Us nay muskra kar kaha.
Aj wo ghar ai to bohat khush thi. Gazala ko bhi us ki chamkti ankhein nazar aa rhi thi. "Tum Zarain ki bat par khush ho na?"
"Nahi mein to bas youn hi khush hu...!"
Gazala bohat confuse ho gai. Us nay University jate hi Zarain say pocha. "Ye tum nay kal kya kaha tha Gul kay bare mein?"
"Gul achi lagti ha muje, shadi usi se karu ga....!" us nay saf lafzo mein bata dia.
"Or ye jo tum itni larkiyo kay sath waqt guzarte ho ye sab kya hai?"
"Ye to bus waqt hi guzarta hu....!"
"Tumhein kya lagta ha Gul tumhein accept kar le gi!" Us nay aj tak Zarain se kabi itni sanjidgi se bat nahi ki thi.
"Na kar kay to dekhe...!" Wo hansa.
Kuch dino bad University mein ik naya larka aya. Usy dekh kar Gul bht heran or khush hui wo 5th class tak us kay sath parhta raha tha. Wo Sameer ko pehchan gai thi magar Sameer kabi usy bhoola hi nahi tha.
Sameer usi ki tarah sanjida or kam bat karne wala larka tha. Gul Uni mein us kay sath bht waqt guzarne lagi thi jo bat Zarain ko bilkul b achi nahi lag rahi thi.
Aj wo dono bethe apne bachpan ko yad kar rahe the kay Zarain un kay pas aya.
"Sameer! tum jao yaha se muje Gul se bat karni hai...!"
Is se pehle kay Sameer kuch kehta. Gul b khari hui. "Muje tumhari koi bat nahi sunanai...." Us ne sanjidgi say kaha or chali gai.
Aj ghr aa kar Gazala nay Gul say is bare mein bat karna chahi. "Tumari aj kal Sameer say bht dosti ho gai ha...!"
"Han wo bht acha insan hai. Zarain ki tarah nahi hai."
"Magar tum to Zarain se muhabt karti thi na or ab..."
"Aisa insan jo orat ko orat samjhta hi nahi us se muhabat karne ka kya faida." Us nay Gazala ki bat kati. "Zarain! aj aisa ha to kal bhi aisa hi ho ga. Aj wo mere samne sab kuch karta phirta ha to kal kya nahi kare ga? Or rahi bat Sameer ki to wo bht acha larka hai, mein usy bachpan say janti hu. Sab ki izat karta hai wo. Zarain ki tarah bilkul nahi hai...!"
Zarain ab sab se kam bat karta tha. Wo jab bhi Sameer or Gul ko sath dekhta us k andar aag lag jati. Gazala nay sab kuch jante bujte hue bhi us se us ki udasi ki waja pochi.
"Kuch nahi....bs sochta hu k ab karna kya hai...!"
"Waah kya ajeeb bat hai, jab Gul tumhara nam le le kar jiti thi tab tum usy dekhte bhi nahi the aj usy tum yad nahi to tumhara us kay liye ye haal ho raha hai." Gazala nay us se kaha.
"Kya....? Gul ko muhabat thi muj se...?" Wo heran ho gya. "Tum ne pehle kabi kyu nahi bataya?"
"Us nay mana kia tha batane se mgr wo tum se bht muhabat krti thi..." Akhir kar Gazala nay bata hi diya.
"To is ka matlab us nay bewafai ki hai...!" Us nay dur kahi sochte bola.
6 mahine bad
Sara ghar saja hua tha. Gazala tayar ho rahi thi. Un kay sath London mein parhane wali sab larkiya b moujud thi. Un kay dusre class fellows bhi jin ka Pakistan se taluq tha Gazala ki shadi mein aye hue the. Zarain khas tor par Balochistan say aya tha, us kay sath us bodyguards ki bhi aik gari thi.
Gazala tayar ho kar ai or stage par beth gai. Zarain sirf Gul rukh ko dekh raha tha jese aj kay bad shayed usy kabi na dekh pae.
"Gul! mangani ki mubarik ho. Tumhari shadi kab ho rahi hai?" Zarain ne us se pocha.
"Khair mubarik. Bohat jald...!" Gul nay idher udher dekhte jawab dia.
"Dekhte hain...!" Us nay b muskra kar kaha. "Suno! Hum sab class fellows nay Gazala kay waleema kay liye ik khas gift lene ka socha hai. Sab kareebi shopping mall mein houn ge thori dair bad tum or Sameer bhi chalna."
"Han zaroor!" Wo muskarai.
Gazala ki ruksti kay bad Sameer usy kahi nazar nahi aa raha tha. Zarain us kay pas aya "Gul....Sameer chala gya ha udher hi...sab chale gaye hain...tum mere sath chalo."
"Nahi! mein abi nahi ja skti."
Us nay inkar kia to us ki ik dost ki call ai. "Gul ab tum or Zarain bhi aa jao. Itni dair ho gai hai."
Usy yaqeen ho gaya kay sab us ka intazar kar rahe hain.
Wo Zarain kay sath chalne par tayar ho gai. Wo us kay sath khamoshi se gari mein bethi thi.
"To ab tumhari or Sameer ki shadi hone wali hai...!"
"Han...wo meri family ko bht pasand hai."
"Or tumhein?"
"Mujhe bhi...!" Us nay sanjidgi se kaha.
"Tumhein to kabi mein bhi pasand nahi tha?"
"Kya matlab hai tumhara....?" Usy gusa aya.
"Psnd tha ya nahi....jab tum meri tasveer apni kitab mein rkhti thi?"
Gul andaza laga rahi thi kay gari kisi weran jaga ki taraf ja rhi hai.
"Aisa kuch nahi tha..."Usy Zarain ki batein buri lagi. "Tum kaha ja rhe ho....gari roko....muje nahi jana tumhare sath...!" Wo gabra gai.
"Karti thi na muhabat? sach sach batao phir gari rok du ga...!"
"Haan karti thi magar phir muje andaza ho gaya tha kay tum meri muhabat kay kabil nhi ho." Us nay rote hue bataya.
Zarain ne gari rok di. Wo aik wiran jaga par pohnch chuke the. Wo utra or Gul rukh ko bazu se pkr kar gari se niche utara. "Agr tumhare dil par meri hukmarani thi to kisi or ko dil ka badshah kyu banaya?"
"Kyu kay tum is kabil nahi the.......!"
"Phir apne dil mein kyu basaya tha?"
"Bas gaye the khud se hi par mene nikal dia tha...!"
"Nikalne ki saza bhi bugto....!" Is se pehle kay wo kuch or kehta Gul ke mobile par Sameer ki call ai. Us nay Gul kay hath se mobile cheena. "Aa kar apni Gul rukh ko le jao....!" itna keh kar us ne mobile phenk dia. Is kay bad us nay akhri bar Gul rukh ko pyar se dekha or phir us kay pistol mein jitni golian thi us kay andar say guzar di.
"Ab mein maru ya jiyo muje koi farq nhi parta magar tumhein marna zaroori tha...!" ye keh kar wo waha se chala gya.
Sameer or un kay sath parhne wale sab log jab waha pohnche to Gul ki lash kay siwa kuch nahi para tha...wo khtm ho chuki thi....!
Umeed e Sehar
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